Where should I begin?
Its been a long time since my last post about whats happening in my life. I decided not to blog to prevent myself from overacting by writing sad words as if its the end of the world. I waited for the storm to calm down. Though its still here, its still raining, at least now Im already smiling and my mind is flooding with positive vibes. This is good, so good. You have no idea how hard life is for me and for my family since 2009 kicked in. Failures, self-blame, self-criticism, financial problems, regrets. Everything hit me unprepared. And now
Here I am.
Smiling.
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Ive proven that I am still the positive-thinker, the one who believes that everything happens for a reason and a day would come where everything as in everything will be alright again. I am healing from those failures. Yes, I was broken and lost. But those experiences gave me lessons that made me strong. . God allows us to make some mess and fail because he loves us. He wants us to learn.
This week is the LAST week of school. LAST week. Our thesis has been approved. Thank God. This week is also our LAST exam week. Please pray for my/our success. I can hear the graduation March sound. Hehe. But nostalgia is cripping over me. For sure i will miss this kind of life. For sure I will miss everyone who has been a part of my college life..
I am hopeful. I know the rainbow will soon be visible.
Lets make every moment of what we have now counts..
3 comments:
that's a good attitude--to think positively.
as a saying goes, "he who hangs on, wins." just keep going and keep praying!:)
mabuti ka pa, gagraduate na. hehehe, darating din ako jan. dalangin ko lang ay mahatak mo sa career mo ang mga magagandang karanasan at maging gabay mo ito. i mean, naranasan mong mag-excell, naranasan mong ma-fail, so sa future ay alam mo kung paano mo dadalhin ang sarili mo. right?
good luck 2 yu.
-rejie
essa@rejie:tama ka dyan nasa atin lang talaga kung paano natin titingnan ang mga bagay-bagay.
essa@es:"he who hangs on, wins." >>thank you for sharing. positivity is good for us..
thank you guys(=
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