This would be my last entry here for 2009. Like you, I have been through a lot this year. Admittedly, 2009 is not a successful year for me. There were so many wasted days, threw away chances, wrong decisions and wasted emotions. There were so many moments that I want to rewind and change because, 2009 is a year of rejection for me. Rejection sucks but it made me realized that I must change; I need a new version of myself. Rejection made me realized that I still have to learn many things so I can prove to the world that I deserve to be a part of something big. It’s never easy, I could not even count the number of times I have cried, the number of times I felt so down and so weak. I almost lost my optimism.
The past months I was not in the mood to blog, I did not want to be very detailed about the happenings in my life because it is just all about problems, problems and problems. However, the Silence made me feel better in some ways. I was really looking forward in writing this year-end blog entry. After the I-am-not-in-the-mood-to-write-about-anything, I am happy, I am here again on BlogSpot, typing my ramblings and finally waving goodbye to 2009.
All the hardships of this year are necessary. Somehow, it would help us to face the challenges of the upcoming year. I hope that there would be more cheerful days, endless opportunities, right decisions, no regrets and good vibes all year round in 2010. God bless us. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
P. S. I will be using new tags next year. I will also try to post weekend reflections and random facts about me. I also accept link-exchange. Just inform me. Thank you.
The past months I was not in the mood to blog, I did not want to be very detailed about the happenings in my life because it is just all about problems, problems and problems. However, the Silence made me feel better in some ways. I was really looking forward in writing this year-end blog entry. After the I-am-not-in-the-mood-to-write-about-anything, I am happy, I am here again on BlogSpot, typing my ramblings and finally waving goodbye to 2009.
All the hardships of this year are necessary. Somehow, it would help us to face the challenges of the upcoming year. I hope that there would be more cheerful days, endless opportunities, right decisions, no regrets and good vibes all year round in 2010. God bless us. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
P. S. I will be using new tags next year. I will also try to post weekend reflections and random facts about me. I also accept link-exchange. Just inform me. Thank you.
