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World's Biggest Human Lasallian Star

February 11, 2009

9.30 am

I want you to find me. Hehe. So happy . I was a part of this world record. Animo!

nostalgia

Where should I begin?

Its been a long time since my last post about whats happening in my life. I decided not to blog to prevent myself from overacting by writing sad words as if its the end of the world. I waited for the storm to calm down. Though its still here, its still raining, at least now Im already smiling and my mind is flooding with positive vibes. This is good, so good. You have no idea how hard life is for me and for my family since 2009 kicked in. Failures, self-blame, self-criticism, financial problems, regrets. Everything hit me unprepared. And now

Here I am.

Smiling.
^___________________^

Ive proven that I am still the positive-thinker, the one who believes that everything happens for a reason and a day would come where everything as in everything will be alright again. I am healing from those failures. Yes, I was broken and lost. But those experiences gave me lessons that made me strong. . God allows us to make some mess and fail because he loves us. He wants us to learn.

This week is the LAST week of school. LAST week. Our thesis has been approved. Thank God. This week is also our LAST exam week. Please pray for my/our success. I can hear the graduation March sound. Hehe. But nostalgia is cripping over me. For sure i will miss this kind of life. For sure I will miss everyone who has been a part of my college life..

I am hopeful. I know the rainbow will soon be visible.

Lets make every moment of what we have now counts..

Lessons learned

There's some things that I regret
Some words I wish had gone unsaid
Some starts That had some bitter endings
Been some bad times I've been through
Damage I cannot undo
Some things I wish I could do all all over again,
But it don't really matter Life gets that much harder
It makes you that much stronger
Oh, some pages turned, Some bridges burned
But there were, Lessons learned.

And every tear that had to fall from my eyes
Everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night
Every change life has thrown me
I'm thankful for every break in my heart
I'm grateful for every scar
Some pages turned, Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned.

There's mistakes that I have made
Some chances I just threw away
Some roads I never should've taken
Been some signs I didn't see
Hearts that I hurt needlessly
Some wounds That I wish I could have one more chance to mend,
But it don't make no difference
The past can't be rewritten
You get the life you're given
Oh, some pages turned, Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned.

And all the things that break you
Are all the things that make you strong
You can't change the past
Cause it's gone
And you just gotta move on
Because it's all,
Lessons learned.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Bvmu8v9M6k